Just read about Zhang Ziyi being honored at state awards.
It is on the website zhangziyiweb.com.
Like Chen Kaige, I have retained my identity, through adversity I chose to honor my beliefs over do "for" others.
I sacrificed my public image at the expense of following a belief in patriotism.
The truth is sometimes obscure. When you follow it others cannot fathom why until they (through some media)
realize you are protecting your sanctity, or continence.